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<p>It&#8217;s been nearly a year since Alec Baldwin set off a gun on the set of &#8216;Rust,&#8217; which took the life of cinematographer Halyna Hutchins. Since then, the actor&#8211;who has sustained a successful career for more than two decades&#8211;has been catching backlash across social media, but it looks like he&#8217;s been impacted in some other areas as well.</p>
<p>Baldwin recently spoke to CNN, revealing that he&#8217;s lost five projects since the passing of Hutchins.</p>
<blockquote><p>I got fired from another job yesterday. There I was all set to go to a movie, jump on a plane&#8230;I&#8217;ve been talking with these guys for months and they told me yesterday, &#8216;We don&#8217;t want to do the film with you because of this.'&#8221;</p></blockquote>
<p>He spoke candidly about fearing for his life after it was assumed he purposely shot Hutchins, a narrative started by Donald Trump, and said that the stress he&#8217;s endured has &#8220;taken years off [his] life.&#8221; Through it all, Alec Baldwin says his family has held him down and helped him overcome the tragedy.</p>
<blockquote><p>If I didn&#8217;t have my wife, I don&#8217;t know where I would be right now&#8230; If I didn&#8217;t have her, I probably would have quit, retired, gone off, you know, sold everything I owned, got a house in the middle of nowhere and just, you know, did find something else todo, sell real estate.&#8221;</p></blockquote>
<p>After news of the shooting broke, Baldwin maintained that the firearm was not meant to be loaded with a live bullet, stating that props assistant Hannah Gutierrez-Reed made a terrible mistake on set that day.</p>
<blockquote><p>Someone put a live bullet in the gun who should have known better. That was [Gutierrez-Reed&#8217;s] job. Her job was to look at the ammunition and put in the dummy round or the blank round, and there wasn&#8217;t supposed to be any live rounds on the set.&#8221;</p></blockquote>
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<blockquote><p>There are two people who didn&#8217;t do what they were supposed to do. I&#8217;m not sitting there saying I want them to, you know, go to prison, or I want their lives to be hell. I don&#8217;t want that, but I want everybody to know that those are the two people that are responsible for what happened.&#8221;</p></blockquote>
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