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Britney Spears Rants About Her Fear Of Making A Mistake, The Press And Her Family

<p>As the <a href&equals;"https&colon;&sol;&sol;dev&period;theshaderoom&period;com&sol;judge-suspends-jamie-spears-as-conservator-of-britney-spears-estate-update&sol;">status of her conservatorship<&sol;a> progresses&comma; Britney has seemingly found her footing on social media&period; She often shares dancing videos&comma; moments in nature and selfies honoring her nude body&period; But on Friday&comma; she shared an extensive Instagram post addressing her conservatorship&comma; the press and her family members&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&&num;8220&semi;I&&num;8217&semi;ll just be honest and say I&&num;8217&semi;ve waited so long to be free from the situation I’m in … and now that it&&num;8217&semi;s here I&&num;8217&semi;m scared to do anything because I&&num;8217&semi;m afraid I&&num;8217&semi;ll make a mistake&comma;&&num;8221&semi; Britney wrote&period; &&num;8220&semi;For so many years I was always told if I succeeded at things&comma; it could end … and it never did&excl;&excl;&excl;&&num;8221&semi;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>The pop star continues to explain how moving closer and closer to the end makes her &&num;8220&semi;very happy&period;&&num;8221&semi; Despite the joy&comma; she also maintains some fears&period; She breaks down how paparazzi interfere in her personal life and also restrict her freedoms&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&&num;8220&semi;The paps run through the trees and onto the road when I drive home and it&&num;8217&semi;s creepy&comma;&&num;8221&semi; Britney wrote&period; &&num;8220&semi;And I have to drive by an elementary school … the kids are a big deal … but so am I &excl;&excl;&excl;&excl;&excl; I don&&num;8217&semi;t like that they try to scare me and jump out like they do &&num;8230&semi; it&&num;8217&semi;s like they want me to do something crazy&excl;&excl; So like I said I&&num;8217&semi;m fearful of doing something wrong&&num;8230&semi;&&num;8221&semi;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>The singer said she <a href&equals;"https&colon;&sol;&sol;dev&period;theshaderoom&period;com&sol;britney-spears-takes-break-from-social-media-to-celebrate-engagement&sol;">won&&num;8217&semi;t be posting<&sol;a> &&num;8220&semi;as much&&num;8221&semi; on social media&period; Moreover&comma; Britney clarified that these feelings began setting in four months ago&period; During that time&comma; she received the keys to her car for the first time in 13 years&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&&num;8220&semi;I haven&&num;8217&semi;t done anything to be treated the way I have for the past 13 years&comma;&&num;8221&semi; Britney wrote&period; &&num;8220&semi;I&&num;8217&semi;m disgusted with the system and wish I lived in another country&excl;&excl;&excl;&&num;8221&semi;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<blockquote class&equals;"instagram-media" data-instgrm-permalink&equals;"https&colon;&sol;&sol;www&period;instagram&period;com&sol;p&sol;CVENG4JPYDv&sol;&quest;utm&lowbar;source&equals;ig&lowbar;embed&&num;038&semi;utm&lowbar;campaign&equals;loading" data-instgrm-version&equals;"14" style&equals;" background&colon;&num;FFF&semi; max-width&colon;658px&semi; min-width&colon;326px&semi; padding&colon;0&semi; width&colon;99&period;375&percnt;&semi; width&colon;-webkit-calc&lpar;100&percnt; 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green Christmas tree dressed in pink&comma; gold and silver decorations&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&&num;8220&semi;I’m celebrating Christmas  way early this year … because why not&comma;&&num;8221&semi; Britney wrote&period; &&num;8220&semi;I believe any reason to find more joy in life is a good idea … and it’s no secret that I’ve been through it in the past … so I might have to do things a little differently from now on&excl;&excl;&excl;&&num;8221&semi;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>Britney closed the post with a dig at her family members&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&&num;8220&semi;Lord have mercy on my family’s souls if I ever do an interview&comma;&&num;8221&semi; she wrote&period; &&num;8220&semi;In the meantime … I’m staying clear of the business which is all I’ve ever known my whole life … which is why this is so very confusing for me&excl;&excl;&excl;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&nbsp&semi;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p data-pm-slice&equals;"1 1 &lbrack;&rsqb;">Want updates directly in your text inbox&quest; Hit us up at 917-722-8057 or <a class&equals;"ProsemirrorEditor-link" href&equals;"https&colon;&sol;&sol;my&period;community&period;com&sol;theshaderoom">click here to join&excl;<&sol;a><&sol;p>&NewLine; 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