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<p>Lamar Odom has made is clear how much <a href="https://dev.theshaderoom.com/tristan-thompson-apologizes-to-khloe-kardashian-after-paternity-test-proves-he-fathered-child-with-maralee-nichols/">Khloe Kardashian</a> means to him, and it looks like he sees reconciliation in the near future for the two of them.</p>
<p>While speaking with Cynthia Bailey on Monday&#8217;s episode of &#8216;Celebrity Big Brother,&#8217; Lammy reflected on his marriage with Khloe, and the role he played in its ending. He seemingly admitted that Khloe is the love of his life, and took responsibility for not treating her right.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve never though about getting married again,&#8221; Lamar said. &#8220;I didn&#8217;t treat that good woman right.&#8221;</p>
<p>Cynthia suggested that Lamar reach out to Khloe once he leaves the Big Brother house, to which he agreed.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, I&#8217;m going to try my damnedest,&#8221; Lamar responded. &#8220;I would probably just want to take her to dinner. It would be a blessing just to be in her presence to just tell her I&#8217;m sorry and what a fool I was. She has the right to never want to see me again for the things I put her through, but time moves on and people change. I would say I&#8217;m a lot more loyal now.&#8221;</p>
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<p>The former NBA star went on to say that it&#8217;s difficult for him to sleep at night while thinking of Khloe.</p>
<p>&#8220;When I married Khloe, there [were] so many things I did wrong when it came to that relationship,&#8221; he said. &#8220;If I could take [it] back, of course I would take it back. It was never my intention to hurt her but my head just wasn&#8217;t in the right place. I wasn&#8217;t taking care of myself.&#8221;</p>
<p>Lamar Odom and Khloe Kardashian jumped the broom in 2009 and officially divorced in 2015 after Lamar experienced a nearly fatal overdose.</p>
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